After about a decade of friendship I am loosing someone from my life. And, as the title of this says, ain’t that some shit?
It comes down to a simple problem: we game together, and out of the game we a fine as friends, but when gaming we are poison. The toxicity has gotten the better of me. Worse still, it is killing off a friend of a couple of years with it in all likelihood.
I am old enough to know this never had to get this way, but I have a fatal character flaw: I am too fucking nice. I put up with shit because I am strong enough to handle it. Then it gets worse. I have been warned about it in the past, “Letting people walk all over you isn’t healthy.” No shit?
But, I didn’t think of it as being walked on. It is a thin line between being strong and being used. I have always had an issue with that.
So, any way, that is why I am posting now. As for why I have been silent, well, there was a lot of shit going on in my life and I either didn’t want to share it, or didn’t think it was worth sharing.
I hope your life is going well, who ever you are.
After the house fire on the 28th of July (at which time my server was about to renew, but the situation required me to let it go for a bit), the site had to drop.
I am in a better place today than I was last week at this time. I am going to set this back up so I can update and keep a web presence.